big edits and additions to cg_deadbody scene

script.rpy

@@ -836,16 +836,38 @@ label act2:
     nvl show Dissolve(0.5)
 
     nvlnarrator "There's a body...{w} Sat next to me, lifeless as a body could be..."
-    nvlnarrator "My nice clothes are covered in bloodstains...{w} Maybe I should've put on some clothes I cared less about.{w} My hands are, of course, stained a deep red too."
+    nvlnarrator "My nice clothes are covered in bloodstains... {w} My hands are, of course, stained a deep red too."
     nvlnarrator "It'll still be a few hours until she turns cold so I still feel a bit of warmth coming from her.{w} Her shoulder is touching mine.{w}
     I'm not afraid to let her body lean on mine...{w} after all it was I who took her life."
     nvlnarrator "Yeah...{w} It was all me.{w} Nobody else could've done it but me."
     nvlnarrator ".........{w} I killed her......{w} It felt amazing."
-    nvlnarrator "So amazing I didn't get enough just from choking her.{w} So amazing I just had to cut her apart afterwards.{w} For no reason except my own pleasure."
+    nvlnarrator "So amazing I didn't get enough just from choking her.{w} So amazing I just had to cut her apart afterwards."
     nvlnarrator "Feels like a weight in my chest has been lifted.{w} Is it because I've been running from this side of me all this time?"
-    advnarrator "I glance at the body to my side."
-    advnarrator "I think normally I'd be throwing up, but today, I didn't even flinch."
+
+    nvl clear
+
+    nvlnarrator "After all, why else would this feel so natural?"
+    nvlnarrator "It feels like there's a wall between myself,{w} and the gravity of the situation.{w} When I lay my hand on my chest I can feel my heart going so fast I should be
+    dead.{w} My hands are trembling, even, visibly.{w} Why, then, do none of these feelings really get to me?"
+    nvlnarrator "Is this just what it feels like?{w} To take a life?"
+    nvlnarrator "Somehow I understand that this out-of-body feeling is something I've known before.{w} To lose awareness of what my body's going through..."
+
+    play sound heartbeat_single
+
+    extend " though thinking back on it too hard now makes me feel a weird pressure in my skull."
+    nvl hide Dissolve(1.0)
+
+    combined "Shit..."
+    advnarrator "I whine, looking down and really taking in just how much I ruined my clothes."
+    advnarrator "A small feeling of regret tugs down on my heart."
+    advnarrator "Then, I glance at the body to my side, really get a good look at it."
+    advnarrator "......"
+    advnarrator "...{w} But that same feeling never comes..."
+    advnarrator "Really, normally I'd be throwing up, but today, I don't even flinch."
     advnarrator "Just this once, I'm not letting a gruesome scene perturb nor disgust me."
+    advnarrator "Not even this plain reminder of our grotesque nature as people, which I hate so much to be a part of."
+    advnarrator "The unmaking of a person into the meat they're made of..."
+    advnarrator "Even that won't shake me now."
 
     combined "But still, what a shame."
     combined "It's never a good thing to see a life go to waste, is it?"